Entries for June, 2005
June 12th, 2005
summer POSTED AT 12:12 AM  And the world turns to pink!
Currently listening to: What happens tomorrow, Duran duranAdd a Comment
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June 16th, 2005
arguments POSTED AT 10:00 PM I've explained him (again) why I am feeling sad and frustrated everyday more since he's been coming to our home almost every night. He's steeling us the pleasure of being together at night... after a day spent to work (Max) or studying (me). But Max said that the point is exactly there: since he's working almost all day, he needs to have fun at night! With a friend! To me it's ok. I mean: I understand and I'm not asking him to stop meeting this guy. I've got nothing against him as a person. It's only a matter of "how much time he's spending with us"! Almost every night... for something like 6 hours... usually having dinner too at our home! I'm missing those stupid things like watching a movie together on the sofa, or simply talking and discussing about something (tv shows, news...)... I miss doing things with my boy! We didn't go out often and, actually, we used to do nothing really special... just stayin' home me and him, after a day spent separated. He thinks that it is a problem of mine, 'cause it's me who's not working, seeing other people or spending time outside home... But hey I've to study! At uni I don't have classes to attend and there is no air conditioner... this means that it's impossible to stay there with such a hot weather. I'm feeling sad 'cause I'm not able to make him enjoy the evening. He needs a friend for it. Ok, but everynight?! Isn't it a little too often?? Why do I always have to let him do whatever he wants without having something in return? Something like a "tonight the guy comes here but tomorrow we'll stay alone watching tv and playing with our computers"... Am I asking the moon? Currently feeling: sad |
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June 28th, 2005
Successful POSTED AT 09:43 PM I'm so happy! And oh, with Max it's all ok. We talked a lot, several times. And things are going better! |
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