I've been quite busy, lately, but also TIRED (and it deserves capitals).

We have a new friend, who's a Mac user too, and we're seeing him almost everynight... Nothing wrong with it, but with the fact that everynight we go to sleep so late that the morning afters are terrible!

I'm used to go to bed quite early... about 10:30 (but I don't consider it "early" and now if it's not at least midnight, the bed is just an illusion. 

Poor me. 

Anyway, on the next Monday I should have an exam (civil law: about divorce and stuff like that), but I haven't even finished reading the book! So, I'll give it the next month and, in the meantime, I'm preparing another one too. I hate wasting my time, but I can't manage all this tiredness (does this word exist? Uh, nevermind). Need some vacation!!!

Also I've gained 3 kilos. This is pissing me off!

I don't even know what I'd like to do... 

Max has always something to do, especially since this new friend has come into our life. They share much more interests than I do, so he's more excited. This thing, sometimes, makes me quite angry... No, I admit, it's not a matter of anger, it's more jealousy I guess.

I'm jealous 'cause sometimes I feel "outside" the group... (I'd need to use another word but I can't catch it... maybe I'm starting to be tired ).

...

I feel sad, bored, alone...

Tonight we're alone. And we're spending the time alone: he's making some editing video, isolated with earphones too.

I'm chatting with a froend of ours. But I'm bored.

I miss doing things together... Usually the problem is having not time for us.. But tonight... I hoped we could talk, do something nice...

I can't find anything to enjoy myself while he does his things...

Nothing fun, nothing interesting... just surfing the web... 

I'm so depressed.

I've forgot how to have fun.

And the problem is always with myself...